To say that i am happy with what i have now is true. Yes, somehow there is in-contentment but that's simply normal ain't it?
Each and everyone's journey in life is a roller coaster ride. Maybe, like the usual quote - "ang buhay parang gulong, minsan ika'y nasa itaas at minsan ika'y nasa ibaba'. There are times that we are simply holding on because we have to whenever challenges and problems come in our way. It's like we are just doing things without no efforts at all. How about instead of wallowing and dipping our self more into that problem, let's enjoy it. Let's view things and situations in the brighter side. Find a way to surpass it as well as enjoy it. :)
I know that sounds kind of weird. Well, I am weird. :D
My life may not be the same as anyone else' but it is as difficult. It is just masked in a different scenario. I have failures, disappointments, frustrations...but I also have wonderful memorable happy moments. Life way back was so bland. No thrills. No frills. Then, it came to the point where I was given the chance to choose. To risk or to not in order for me to be happy and satisfied, I've chosen to risk.
I've risked myself, my future to transfer schools despite what other people say. And here I am, a 4th year Bachelor of Science in Computer Science in the coming school year in STI. It took me so long but now...just a year more and I am facing the real world.
I've risked going to Manila-Baguio despite the disapproval of my parents (I feel bad about it though), but if I didn't been so persistent, I wont be able to meet the wonderful people and be in Baguio and Star City :) I had a wonderful time with Ate Vhie, Ate Dahl, Ate Mitzi, Ate Mel, Ate Mon, Ate Joanne and Kuya Ryan.
I also risked going to the GT. That's the most scary adventure so far. I've been in Manila for less than 24hours and thanks for my sponsors and to the angels who helped me. In this event, I was able to meet James Reid and Tricia Santos personally. Had been so close to them even :)
And I guess... the most epic risk I did is for me to conquer my fear of joining school events. Well, without the support of those people behind me, I won't do it. And because I did, I achieved things I didn't expect I will and even go to places I just usually hear of.
Those are just some of the risks I made...
And one thing I can't risk now... coz I am not ready yet... is to be in a relationship again (chos!!!)
Well... some may say that to have a relationship is okay while studying. It's all about balance. The thing is, I know I can't balance them.
I don't deny the fact that I somehow envy couples. I always wonder how it feels all over again to be in-love. I am always in-LIKE :) But the fear of being in a relationship is creeping me. I don't want to disappoint myself again, so I'm gotta chill with LOVE> Let's be contented with simple mere inspirations. (Hi Baby Rich - DJ Buddah and Young JV)
Love... Mr. the One, whoever you may be...Let's meet each other someday.
If you're already around, wait for me If you can. Let's work and strive for our dreams first and meet halfway :p
taking about crazy... too much reading of stories...
but then...
i was just sharing my thoughts :D
