Like any other people around, I've also experienced the thing called LOVE. Well, I may say that what I've experienced was one of the most complicated experiences I've ever known. But, one thing is for sure. Despite what happened between us, I am grateful to know Gabrielle Isaac Aquino. He had been my best friend more than a boyfriend, I admit. And like this very moment, remembering the memories shared with him still affects me like the good old days.
I can't say that I have totally moved on, that's quite difficult. But I've let go :) I've got no claim of him. I discovered, I was fooled. He already got someone special before me. Still, the bitterness, the pain and all the drama I feel can't deny the fact that without him, I can never be the "ME" now.
These poems were all about him, what I've felt when everything between us started and ended. The poems that depict what I really felt during those times. ^_^
SILVERSOUL
So down,
nothing to hold on to…
I cried,
to ease down the pain inside.
Feeling so down,
deprived by everyone.
Stayed in one corner,
watched others go round and round.
Then I saw something bright,
one blinding light.
A figure came out,
and lead his way to me.
He comforted me,
urged me to stand.
Said I must go and fight,
He is just there by my side.
I look up and saw his face.
The very face owned
by the foe and the friend I know.
The person I adored for so long.
Indeed I stood up.
Knowing I have him to support me.
I did go on,
Coz I know he will fight with me.
For just quite some time,
the failure I mourned,
the hurt and pain I felt
were all gone.
The blinding light that this guy brought,
gave a new meaning to my life.
He enlightened the dark phase of it
and brightened more the new life ahead.
A new chapter of my life opened.
New adventures unfold.
The foe and friend I adored,
Now, the love of the life I owned.
Oh! I've regard of him as my hero, before...
And he ended up to be "THE HERO WHO BROKE MY HEART" (lol)
HERO
i had my hero...
he was not like the usual one.
he was simply being him.
and he did things for me,
for me to be where i am now.
he lifted me up
when i fell down...
he had been there for me
when i needed someone...
he made me smile,
on times where im sad...
he had been my shoulderto cry on
when i needed one...
but now...
i can't find my hero...
i can't reach him,
even though i wanted to...
i thought he will be there
forever...
but i guess...
heroes get tired too...
for the whole time
that my hero had been there...
ive got no regrets...
coz ive been happy...
the memories we've shared
are memories i will never forget...
yeah...only memories will be my treasure
for the hero...
the hero who made me feel
amazed...
dazed...
pissed...
sad...
mad...
glad...
and loved...
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