What's with me?

People find me noisy, eccentric, loner (at times), childish, moody and a lot more. What’s with me?(Hmm...Try to ask yourself as well what’s with you…hahaha)

I am just being me... ^_^
Whatever comes in my mind, well that's it! That is what my choice is on what to do, what to wear, what my decision will be..whatever...

Wall posts, status messages, tweets, blogs, notes... those are just some little ways where i express my thoughts, my feelings. I don't really care 'bout what people will gonna say about what they see on my profile but then somehow...we need to consider things so I spare a little time to think before posting messages, status or any other updates. Lots of people notice that I am always online and my wall or their news feeds were flooded by my status updates or say what facebook calls 'what's on your mind?' lol ^_^ And at times, people comments or tells me in person about some of my posts, photos and stuffs. Some of them were pissed I guess, and some were amazed how addicted I am with the social networking sites (but tell you... di pa ako addict sa lagay na to...i still sleep you know). 

For those who are pissed of me being so updated here in Facebook, you can unfriend me if you want ^_^ It's up to you... I don't post updates to please you, oh come on!

pondering bout myself....

I am mabait? hmmm... yeah i am! (pinag-isipan ko yan ng mga... 5 seconds...hahaha) I am good to those people who treats me well without any pretensions. I respect people and their beliefs as they are to me. What else?hmmm... I accept people for who and what they are especially those who have already touched and been a part of my life. There are times that people come and go of our life and some, stays. The people who stays or even if they just passed by, when they've proved something remarkably in my life, they are treasured and remembered...maybe not always but I am thankful for whatever memory I have shared with them. :) Why? coz i've learned things with those memories :)

I am bitch. That I soooooooo admit. I am not an angel nor a saint but I am also not a devil incarnate(hahahaha..)

Being a bitch comes being mean sometimes ;) especially if someone's pissing me off or if I don't like someone and at times if another mischief pops up in my mind. ^_^ Rude? Am i? Sometimes again... uhmmm.. wait up... rude and mean aren't synonymous right? :p hahahaha...

I remembered way back in highschool, after an activity in one of my subjects where we had messages for each other (me and my classmates), I was surprised that even those who I am not so close with finds me mabait. Weh? Di nga? Hahaha... and my reply for those mabait comments.. Thank you folks! ^_^ But some especially those who are close to me says I am mataray, maldita, weird, lukaluka.... oh men! You guys really know me...hahaha... chos! Thanks again people :p

If I don't like someone what do I do?Hmmm... I just keep my mouth shut and I don't converse like the usual me. There's some kind of levelling (levelling talaga?hahaha...or say...specificationsss...)  though when it comes to the word like :)

Sometimes, I don't like someone because he/she did something to me or my friends (I give chances to these people to make up for their mistake...but if it's gravely annoying or have caused a lot of pain...I close and lock my doors.)

There are also times that I don't like someone even without knowing him/her because he/she is simply annoying, or if his/her aura (ang tinatawag kong vibes ko....if my vibes towards someone is not good... its really a no no) is not releasing positive energy (madam auring lang ang drama?hahah).Hmmm... there's more..but i need to think about them first... ^_^

So after my long speech about how weirdo I am.. I hope you understood...What's with me? I am just being me... lol

from my Facebook Note
written December 23, 2011